hmmm yesterday i went to sentosa with da gls and freshies though not many ppl turn up but we still enjoyed ourselves a lot rites cos i did =) .. oh yeahs i finally get to eat my ben & jerry ice cream cookies dough =P yummy .. i also ate da newzeland natural ice cream i forget whats that flavor called something fruits hahas its yummy ! okies everything is yummy to me hahahas .. oh yeahs we played volleyball each of us trying our best to keep da ball in the air prevent it from dropping yeshs its fun.fun.fun ! hahas .. then later on we had this battle in da water .. fer da first round i sat on chester shoulder and june on thienesh shoulder and we have to try to push your opponent off da shoulder wahahahas da first round failed cos june and i accidentally hit our ''horse'' hahahas .. then da 2nd round june as usual on thienesh shoulder while i am on kh shoulder .. its a miracle he can support me whahahahas =P but in the end i lost cos half of kh face is like in da water i cant possibly continue da game hahas .. but poor him whahahas =X .. and we did a lot of stupid things like collecting da seaweeds and throw at each other hahas okies i know its dumb but who cares i am enjoying myself =)) .. and all of us re burnt terribly burnt gosh .. and yeshs i sprain my right shoulder once again damn it but its all worth da fun hahahas =PpP

today kh accompanied me to da chinese medical thing to relieve my sprain .. okies i can tell you its hella of a pain but i tired my super best not to scream cos i dun want to have eyes staring at me whahahahas !~ .. but i feel better now .. and yeahs kh thankiew fer accompanying me though you re damn sick i appreciate it =))

okies rites now i am feeling damn emo .. too many thoughts running thru' my mind but its okies i tell myself soon it will be over when i dun get to see you ..

smilesowaes =))

today during WPD was my 1st lecture that i listen in class so attentively partly due to there re many notes to copy down which re not in da slides hahahas =X but at least i paid attention though in between june.aishah.ting and i were talking craps and laughing so loudly hahahahas =P ..

okies today there re 4 ppl asking me ''so have u gotten over him?'' .. my reply is ''i dunno'' why i say that cos firstly, i really dunno cos i haven been seeing him for 1 month + and i wish i dun need to see him but quite impossible cos we attend da same church .. secondly, if i say i did am i heartless? but anyway i really dunno da answer .. june say '' wahs u can so fast forget him'' but i really dunno .. da feeling is not there maybe cos i have been having friends around me to support me, listening to my emo talks, listening to my craps, telling me ultimate lame jokes to cheer me up, lending me a shoulder to lean on, accompanying me to shop and eat dinner =) .. oh man i lurrvee this kinda of life ! ..

hope it doesnt fades off after i graduate =( .. each of you plays a major role in my life .. cos you will never know even a few words from you can make me happy .. i am easily amuse and contented though my appearance always gives ppl wrong idea that i am materialistic i need ''big things'' to make me happy which is what he used to think .. he thinks that by buying me expensive stuffs will make me happy .. i dun need all these anymore ! ..

lalalala anyway june i stil lurvee you veri much cos i know you have always been there fer me though sometimes you tell me things that can get onto my nerves but i know you have been a true fren .. i apologize on his behalf cos he pestered you till you wanna pull your hair .. lurvee you veri much WANG HOU ! xiao de bu gan le ! hahahahahas =X

aishah thankiew fer allowing me to sleepover and tell you my darkest secrets sheeesh ! .. even that stupid june dunno hahahahahas =X .. but yeahs thankiew fer being there really .. you re being a veri good fren though didnt know you fer long but hope our friendship will remain like that .. you better dun suan me cos i waited fer 4 hours fer you to rebond and curl your kuku hair hahahahas =P

yi ting remember what i told you on msn .. those re true words .. you have really been a veri understanding fren without you poly life will never be fun cos i will one day miss those craps that i endured with you fer near to 3 years hahahahas =X .. but i really lurvee you okies cos you made my poly life colorful =)

clement though you can be quite sickening at times just like june getting onto my nerves but i know when i need a pair of listening ears you will be there to listen hahas .. so stop being so irritating =P

aliff though you re 24 years old this year but trust me .. you dun behave like one ! wahahahahas .. you can be super lame to da max that i cant take it .. but i will never forget u saved me on that day when i couldn't wake up and was near to late fer my nss paper hahahahas =P

fiona .. i really hope you will walk out of your shadow and pls dun ever need to put on a mask i front of me cos i prefer da true you .. but really thankiew fer taking care of me when i was drunk sorry fer making you worry but you know i still care fer you .. when you feel no one cares just turn your head around i will be right behind you to support you .. and congrats you got da ttsh bond =)

king kong .. didnt know you fer a longgg time only like since trial camp hahahas though its a short period of time when i chat with you its like i know you fer a long time .. maybe partly cos both of us always crap those nonsense .. i still cant imagine i crap with you fer one whole day ! .. anyway thankiew fer accompanying me to dinners and waiting fer aishah hahahas .. its been great knowing you cos you crack lame jokes to make me happy hahahahas =X

to those ppl i didnt mention doesnt mean i forgotten you hors ! =)

smilesowaes =))

i remebered yesterday i was telling kh after i put single in friendster .. there is like so many ppl viewing my profile i think must be some kaypoh ppl its more than usual till date now is like 196 ppl which is double da number hahahas .. well maybe i should be optimistic i tell myself i became more famous wahahahahahas =P

today i went to school for 1 hour how great is it ? .. nothing great i was lost i didnt know what was da lecturer teaching .. a little regretted choosing clinical trial but nvm whatever it is i will work hard and maintain my result =) .. after school i went home and fell asleep while messaging then i was awoken up by ting's message and i realise i got 6 unread messages hees didnt know i am that famous .. okies then i meet aishah @ nuh bus stop and kh meet us at bugis .. guess what kh dunno where is da bus stop kuku him hahahahas =P but in the end he still manage to find his way there .. while aishah went to rebond and curl her hair @ chapter 2 kh and i went to the chinese eatery to have our dinner cos i didnt eat any food since morning and was a little giddy i think i was hypo at that time .. okies kh and i were talking about our secondary school life and about gangstery hahahas .. as usual we crap around .. then we went to shop at bugis street .. i bought 3 pairs of ear rings and its my first time helping a guy to choose ear rings too hahahas but its okies this shows he trust my taste hahahas =X .. then i bought two tops which he say da words suits me a lot hahahahas i totally agree XP .. next we went to starbucks he ordered chocolate ice blended and oreo cheesecake .. i ordered almond buttercake hahas .. his cake is damn nicee hahahas i will eat that da next time i go there .. guess wads we waited fer aishah fer 4 hours .. luckily kh was with me if not i will be rotting in bugis .. thankiew ars =) aishah wanted to eat so we head towards lau par sat .. oh my goodness gracious i ate stingray.satay and stir fried beancurd argggghhhhhh today is a damn sinful day i ate toooooooooo much i cant seems to control !~~~ damn =(

smilesowaes =))

hees today went to stephen condo to play pool .. hahas i dunno wads wrong with my aiming and hand today i think a bit cock-eyed .. i played against aishah and i was horrible+terrible=incorrigible whahahahahas ! .. luckily kh helped me to shoot some balls in if not i sure lose hahas .. but guess wads ?! .. i win da game but its a tyco one whahahahahas =P .. and june said she want to ''mai pi gu'' then i said ''kh will be da first to chiong there'' whahahahahas .. i had a nicee time suanning her today woooahs !~ so fun .. anyway june is stupid i BTH her hahahas .. she is stupid in playing scissors paper stone .. she can say jurong east is at da east side .. yeahs i dunno why i got such a stupid 6 years fren i dunno how i tolerate her hahas dun ask me why =X

I WILL NEVER REGRET =)

smilesowaes =))

hmmm today lessons were boring arrrgggghh what a bad start for da week .. BUT going out with frens to eat was fun wahahahas .. we went to west mall @bukit batok to eat .. we ate at da food court and i ate chicken rice yummy !~ myabe cos i was too hungry hahas .. then we went to arcade to play wooooahs it was damn fun we played daytona and da hockey thing hahahahas .. darn funny we played and screamed at da same time hahahahas .. and you should look at stephen's actions and expression its damn damn damn damn damn funny ! i cant stop laughing hahahas =P

oh yeahs forgotten to mention this .. today we played scissors paper stone .. da lwinner will slap da loser hand .. gosh i can tell you ayu and kh smack me i can cry arggggghhh its damn pain hahas but thats da purpose of it .. that stupid kh not gentleman one lors slap so hard hahahahs lalalalala =P

smilesowaes =))

just came back from dinner with kh .. we ate at a place beside alazzar da johnson chicken and duck .. well it wasn't as nicee as i thought but it wasn't bad either hahas .. i am too hungry to even care da taste hahas .. but thankiew kh fer accompanying me fer dinner =) oh yeahs thankiew fer da ice-cream treat too lalalala dun expect a bigger treat from me hahahahahas =X

okies i was at aishah's house last night dun ask me why i ended up there .. well there is no reason for that whahahahas =P .. yesterday we talked fer awhile and i slowly fell asleep was too tired hahas .. cos yesterday went to jog @ bukit gombak stadium and went to da gym after that so was exhausted after exercising .. met up with da rest in da evening and we went to vivo city hahas .. we didnt do much there but i went to shop with ting.aishah.june and fiona .. aishah targeted a lot of clothes i think she is gonna shop like mad on tuesday i can forsee that hahas i am sure i am gonna enjoy shopping with her too lalalalaa~ =) ..

tonight was fun i went to play dota with fiona.aishah.june.clare.saab.hanisah.kh.harry.ashraf.ting.mahatthir.kadir.stephen.clement .. did i miss out anyone ? .. hees clement taught me how to play it was fun though i was slow in learning hehes but he is patient thank god hahahas =P this is da fun part .. but when it was time to go home .. damn it i met a group of ah bengs those cannot make it one they keep pestering me for my number arrrrghhh .. i have no choice but to walk faster and da road to my house is damn dark .. i know they re following me but i don't dare to turn around .. so i walk faster and faster and guess what .. nearly knock down by a stupid driver cos he didnt on his headlights .. i stunned for 2 seconds before running up to my house .. gosh it freaked me out !~~~ .. but luckily clement messaged me which make me feel at least a fren still do care hahas gosh .. okies dun get da wrong idea ppl .. i just like da feeling of being cared hahas lalalalala who doesnt rites .. thankiew clement =)

having mixed feelings of: happy.scared.shocked.jealous =)

yesterday night i chatted with this primary school fren of mine .. she was telling me she liked this guy but that guy end up liking her best fren .. well she ask me what to do .. i said if i were her i would feel hurt but i will give them all my blessings .. i mean there is nothing to she can do now .. and yeahs i will be feeling so hurt but i would rather be da one who get hurt and not my best fren .. life is like this .. its meant to be yours it will be if not it will never be even though how hard you fight fer it .. and i totally agree with what my fren say .. da worst way to miss someone is when he is beside you yet u know u can never have him .. hope this kinda of thing doesnt happen on me =)

hees today i went to school fer like 1 hour only damn waste my time i didnt learn anything ! .. but went to alazaar fer lunch .. had mutton soup with rice and makes me feel so oily in my stomach feel like puking ! .. hahas after that went fer shopping gosh ! .. i bought a mabo bag fer 30 bucks .. its was actually 99 lars .. june and fiona bougth it also wahahahs so fun ! i lurvee shopping ! =)

okies today i went out with june.aishah.fiona.kadir.keen hong.stephen .. well fer da start we went to catch a movie called turiastas i hope i spell it correctly hahas .. i can say its a boring movie damn boring nothing exciting about it but i still enjoy it cos fiona reaction damn funny she get freak out by da slightest sound hahahahas should have taken photo of it hees .. after that we went to pizza hut to have our dinner .. we waited damn long fer da food ! .. but luckily da supervisor gave us a plate of eh .. i forgotten wads it as an apology hahas .. well well we finish up everything .. today i enjoyed my day cos during dinner we kept teasing june and kh .. aishah and kadir hahahahahahas .. damn funny can .. i will never forget today =)

after dinner we went to esplanade and we chatted took photos .. hahas nicee photos we have =) .. cos its my camera wads whahahahahs .. well its a good sharing and emo session .. cos i guess i got to know some ppl even better thats good =) .. hees lets have more of such session but no more emo more of sharing yeahs ! .. i lurvee you guys - june.aishah.fiona.kadir.keen hong.stephen ! i truly appreciate your presence and thankiew for listening to my problems =)

when u break someone's heart u also break your own heart .. thats what someone told me before and i will never forget .. cos that is what is happening to me now .. i am tired mentally and physically .. i have enough .. i need some breathing place if not i will collapse just anytime .. all i need now re frens to be there to accompany me ..

i deleted away my previous blog cos its growing cobwebs and i just want a brand new blog whahahas so i created one .. okies i know thats a lame reason =P .. okies this entry is gonna be a long long long long long long one cos i am gonna talk about trial camp.FOC 07' & last but not least da saturday chalet that just took place last night which left me extremely drunk ! =X

trial camp took place on da 6th to da 7th of april .. its was a stayover thing .. we tried out da games that we re suppose to let da freshies play on da actual camp .. i can only say its damn fun hahahas .. ting.june & aishah wanted to throw da egg at me and i ran away fer my life cos i was having my m***** so i didnt want to play and get dirty .. you know its so uncomfortable to feel wet and dirty when you re having a period .. ashraf.theinesh.aishah.june.ting and many more ppl tried to pull me and carry me onto da soapy dog and bone mat but i held on tighlty to da fence and i can tell you its *ouch* damn pain .. but i fight fer my life whahahahas i whack theinesh so hard that he had no choice but to let go of me .. they were saying i look like some IMH patient .. but i disagree i think i am like a superwoman whahahahas i can fight with like 5 ppl .. whatever it is it was fun hahas .. june had da watermelon shell on her head it was so so so funny .. hahahas its her retributions fer keep disturbing me .. after that torture of hers she ask me to smell her hair and it stinks eeeeeekkkkks ! =P .. fer da trial camp we didnt sleep much .. aishah.june & i were like talking throughout da night about relationships & friendships problems well its a all girls' talk hahas shall not elaborate .. on da 7th off we go .. went home fer a rest and awaiting fer our FOC 07' da big event fer my this last year =( ..

da night before FOC we slept overnight in school .. and guess what ? .. we girls and guys re playing soccer in da BCLS lab whahahhas .. i shall name da ppl out that i remembered .. they re kadir.keen hong(king kong).taufiq.ashraf.june.aishah andd i .. did i miss out anyone ? .. its da girls vs da guys .. we girls ran like mad and i cant stop laughing and all of us perspire like mad .. i remembered when keen hong got da ball we 3 girls charge up to him hahahas .. i was on his back june and aishah were at da side trying to snatch da ball its damn damn damn damn funny i cant help laughing but also very tiring to snatch da ball with him hahahas .. da stupid june and aishah suppose to kick da ball then end up june kicking aishah 4th toe whahahhas .. it was swollen and rigid and she had difficulty walking .. kylie bandage her leg which make it look like a serious injury but i can say that is so very ultimate stupid that i cant stop laughing at them ! =P

FOC 07' has finally arrived on da 11th of april to da 13th of april .. june and i are da gamemasters plus some other ppl .. honestly da first day wasnt as fun as i thought cos some of da freshies went home and it was like so sians .. cos a few groups left with so little people .. but when it came to da telematch its was so fun all of them was like suddenly awaken hahas .. thank god it didnt rain on that day though its seems that its gonna rain .. i prayed hard in my heart and my prayer was answered hahas =) .. and you know what .. FIONA & KEEN HONG threw flour at me i was screaming like hell but no one to rescue me cos june was away fer work .. WTH its not fair 2 against 1 arrrrgggghhh .. da worst is mahesh came up to me with a balloon wanting to burst it in front of me i dunno why i cried cos i can only say i am veri scared of balloons i am serious .. but its okies he apologized to me and i flet so dumb crying in front of da freshies hahas =P ..
on da 2nd day were all da dirty games woooohhhhhhooooooos !!!! .. thats da day when all da freshies re so hyper and ons hahahas .. june and i re in charge of ''the things i want'' and ''egg crawler'' .. let me talk about ''the things i want'' first .. we saboed da GLs and its damn fun .. cos we asked da freshies to pluck their guy GL leg hairs hahahas i shall post up some pics later .. and i took a photo of theinesh leg hairs hahahas .. we also ask da freshies to sit on their GLs head .. and da best part is we asked da guys to take 0ut their boxers whahahhaahahas .. a group has 2 guys but they didnt wear boxers so they have no choice but to take off their underwear and take pics with it whahahahahas .. eith june and i they re so gonna die in our hands =P .. before they leave they have to do a cheer and their GLs re suppose to dance or act it out whahahahas if possible i will put up da videos .. till now when i see da videos of kh and his freshie indian dance i still wanna laugh =X .. fer da ''egg crawler'' its a very dirty game and yeahs we asked da GLs to demo to da freshie isnt it a good way to sabo them ? whahahahahs .. we used oyster sauce.tomato sauce.butter.oil and of course egg to spread it on da mat eeeeekkkks its stinks and its slippery .. i slipped and fell in front of da freshies twice damn paisehs lars *blush* .. i think its my retributions cos i took egg to ''wash'' their heads arrgggggh and riahana poured oil on them yeeeeeewwwww but its fun whahahas =P .. but da bad thing is i cut my palms a lot of times wihout realising it and my poor june's hand was peeling i can feel da pain ouch .. and while washing up da floor Faliqh took a water bomb and slam it on my spine .. i was stunned cos there was a sharp pain and i didnt know how to react .. but after that i had backache and i have to hunched in order not to feel da pain but when kylie gave me da counterpain cream to apply it was better phew ! ={ we also had our night walk .. i was with kh and guess what da first freshie kh scared failed .. BUT da funniest thing was about his chio bu whahahahahas .. june.kh and i knows what happens i shall not elaborate =P
on da 3rd day which is da last day we gathered all da freshies to play games its so fun ! .. we danced and we played games like ''fire.earthquake.hunter'' & ''blow wind blow'' .. GLs also had a cheering competition against da freshies .. wwwoooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooos !~!@!@!@!@!@! we GLs cheered and screamed till we can feel da blood rushing to da brain but after all its a very memorable thing fer me hahas =) .. i took lotsa of photos and videos and i am gonna treasure them if ever my computer crashed thats it i am gonna cry like hell .. i will missed da times that i spent in FOC cos its gonna be da last year and i really made a lot of frens .. especially da year 2s .. arggghhh good times always flies by me so fast .. if i have a time machine i will stop time from passing by =( ..

da day after da FOC which is yesterday .. we had a chalet at changi .. many of us was like dead drunk including me =PpP .. i dunno what the hell i was doing i can only remember i kept crying and talking about my bastard father i want to stop talking but i cant help it i just want to vent and pour everything out .. i know i was doing stupid things i asked kh to keep feeding me with nuggets .. i drank lotsa of water .. kh poured water on june and i trying to make us awake .. i was complaining that my bra and panty were wet and its so uncomfortable .. i sat on da staircase wanting to sleep but cant .. kh took a cushion fer me and accompanied me while june was making hella of a noise .. i remember when june and i re sitting outside .. kh and kadir were sitting beside me i lean on them and kept talking rubbish and laugh .. oh man this is crap !~~~ .. when i was sober i felt so darn ashamed of myself WTH i was doing .. when i say i will not be drunk yet it turn out to be this way arggghhh .. i drank about 6 cups of mixed alcohol and a pure jack daniel's if i am not wrong which clement gave me .. everyone were like calling me a lobster and i felt so high hahahahahas .. luckily i didnt stripped cos i felt so warm =X .. i will never forget this theinesh ask me to get into this gigantic freezer and he sat on it didnt allow me to come out .. i scream like hell and i cried cos i am scared of enclosed area actually and i feel like i couldnt breathe cos it was so cold .. and i was like so tipsy and kept crying hahahas i felt so dumb .. BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i promise never to get drunk again i am serious da feeling isnt good and its darn embarrassing =X .. and to those guys that i whack i am so sorry i didnt mean it i know i whacked kadir and kh hahahahas pardon me cos i didnt know what was i doing .. but its very nice to have you guys around .. and to frens like aishah and fiona i am sorry to disapoint you .. i lurvee you all !!!!!!!~~~~ =)))))))) thankiew once again fer staying with me when i am dead drunk =P