this is how hardworking he can be wahhahahahas ! he didnt purposely pose this pic fer me i took it when he didnt notice it hahas =P

anyway happy birthday stephen ! 19 years old already hors wahahahas older than me =P ..

okies it has been a long long time since i blogged cos i was too lazy to come online and my msn got some stupid technical probs ppl couldnt chat with me and when i chat with some ppl da msg couldnt be delivered to them .. but its solved now hopefully ..



yesterday kh and i went to eat suki sushi .. wanted to eat their buffet but it ended at 530pm so we just ordered ala carte .. and we talked a lot of things .. our childhood.da stupid things we do when we re young and our past relationships hahas .. and yeahs i found out something shocking about him .. HE KNOWS HOW TO PLAY DA PIANO ! ppl who knows him will find it damn shocking hahahahas .. imagine a CAB plays da piano i think all of us will faint hahahas =P okies and yeahs he ask me another thing which surprise me he ask me to take neoprints with him yesterday hahahas damn funny lars .. its da first time a guy ask me to take with him .. cos i thought usually is da girl that is enthu in such thing .. okies maybe he has some female hormones in him =X hahas .. i was reluctant at first cos i dun like to take pics with my hair tied up but guess wads .. da pics turn out good ! hahas and we did some stupid actions hahas =)



Tagged!

This is what you are supposed to do. Cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game.Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.



* i always have sudden weird cravings for food even though when i am full .. i can feel veri full fer this minute da next thing you know i am eating again hahahas =)



*okies frens who knows me will know this .. i can shit immediately after i eat maybe i got good bowel system hahahas =)



*all girls lurvee salads rites cos they think its healthy and can use as a diet tool BUT i totally disagree i find it yucky eeeks even coleslaw i dun like it ! =)



*when i get sun burnt i will sleep topless cos u know when da shirt rub onto ur skin it hurts .. anyway its all girls in my house so it doesnt matter whahahahas =X



*i like ppl to piggyback me.pat my head when i am feeling emo and i fall asleep easily lying on my fren's shoulder hahahas maybe cos i am a pig in my previous life =)



*i am not that kinda of person that get angry fer a long time .. 5 mins later i will be fine hahahas (maybe frens dunno that )



1) keen hong

2) aishah

3) fiona

4) june

5) ren qi

6) hui yi

my favourite song by jojo .. argghhhhh i am addicted to it ! i think this song is meaningful i think every girl will go thru such a phase hahahas =)

Mmm
I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight
Feel somethin happening
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

okies right now I am super duper tired and i know its already near 2am but I think this entry is gonna be a long one cos it will consist of yesterday and today entires hahas .. I have just finish editing da pictures that I took today with my darlings and with ting during our bcls lesson wahahas =)

okies yesterday was a BAD day really .. I say things I shouldn’t have said that make me feel so paisehs when seeing him .. I cried while jogging don’t ask me why cos I felt dumb after that .. I forgotten all about my assignment and was rushing to finish it and I think I didn’t do it well cos I am quite OCD when comes to my standard of work I want it to be perfectly done .. I had headache and caught a cold and yeshs da headache was superbly pain I cant stand it my pain score at that moment should be 8-10 .. all these uneventful things took place yesterday shitty day !!!~~ arrrgghh ..

BUT its okies I always believe there is a rainbow after a rainy day hahas .. today is FUN FUN FUN ! fer our nsl lesson today we go to da simulation room and we re suppose to act in this case scenario .. da whole procees was videoed down .. and I can tell you its damn hilarious cos all of us panick ! hahas and we we do things in our “innovated” way okies shall not elaborate cos its damn malu but I can say I enjoyed laughing at my friends thru da glass window hahahahas and I think they enjoyed laughing at me too hees =P

YEAHS I met my gurls today yipppeee .. its been a long long time since we get together but today pei xin is missing due to some family prob but well we still enjoyed ourselves it will be better if she is around hahas .. anyway today we went to surf n turf at suntec to have our dinner okies I have to say da food is horrible hahas not really as nicee as I thought but well we had a whole lot of fun taking pictures.suanning each other. talking about da things we have missed out on each other since we didn’t meet fer so long.talking about da day june and I got drunk and our scandals wahahahas well when 4 girls get together its like a fish market whahahas =P
after dinner we went up to da suntec fountain and it was my first time going there okies I know I am kuku but its really nicee hahas and there re so many couples there well such a romantic place bound to see a lot .. we took pics .. then this ang moh offer to help us take cos he saw us having difficulty taking pics but da weird thing is he always take a long time to take our photos I dunno wads wrong with him .. its like we re smiling and waiting fer him to just snap a pic but he just take far longer than usual so june and I bth and we burst out laughing hahahas .. then he took photo with hui yi and I okies I felt a little uncomfortable cos its my first time allowing a total stranger holding so tightly onto my waist hahas hmmmm ..

Then we head towards esplanade cos there is this stupid couple laughing at us .. damn is there a problem with them anyway we didn’t bother .. and yeahs there are many ppl at esplanade so we walk further down to the merlion and yeahs we did stupid things there gosh I feel so dumb thinking about it now but we have FUN hahahahahahas ! .. over there we took pics and more pics =) I really enjoyed myself a lot hoping there re more of such hangin’ outs next time cos when all of us start working it is quite impossible to meet up so often .. I L.U.R.V.E.E you girls veri veri veri veri veri veri much !!!!! =)

okies when I was on my way home at my void deck I saw this guy roller blading I saw him on a few occasions already hahas and I think he is cute wahahahahas but not interested though hahahas =P
okies I am off to sleep I only have 7 hours left to sleep damn my eye bags re appearing again arrrgghh ..

okies i came across this today .. "Do not bring me up so high and not being there to catch me when I fall" .. =(

okies i know i shouldnt be blogging this .. but i feel i wasnt true to myself when i said those words just now .. gosh i feel like a TOTAL CRAP .. litang is a TOTAAL CRAP !!!!!! .. its okies i am not thinking about it now .. trying .. okies i feel better after saying it out .. off to sleep hahas =)

okies today after having dr tim murray lesson i felt super duperly stupid cos it seems like i dunno much .. really i felt so dumb fer da first time in year 3 .. i panic i really do cos i think there is a calling .. telling me ''litang its time to study ! no more shopping and fooling around !'' gosh i am scared really i think i need to start studying on weekends since no bf now got even more time for myself wahahahahahas okies i know veri lame ..

a fren messaged me just now telling me he is sorry cos he feels he has done many things to hurt me .. i freak out cos he say he is crying .. no its not nicholas in case you thought it is .. if its him i will feel bad and sad cos i think i hurt him more than he hurt me okies but this is not da point .. anyway that fren apologize to me and i told him god created us in such a way that we re imperfect people .. each of us has our own flaws and why not use your postive points to make da best out of it rites ? .. am i wrong to say that hahas .. i dunno maybe i make him feel worst ..

anyway to those who wants to ask me why i can get over nicholas so fast or whatever blah blah blah .. i can only say dun judge me from da outside think whatever you want .. da problem is those who ask me this qs re those who re not there when i am nt feeling okies at all .. da worst is when a close fren of mine says i look so normal like nothing has happen .. maybe i always put up a brave front in front of ppl but maybe thats me .. i dun like to show out da emo side of me .. i dun want to be a wet blanket to frens around me really i rather put up a brave front than to show out my feelings .. i am not a direct person i am always indirect in expressing my feelings on those relationship stuffs .. i guess only really true frens know how i feel and thats enough i appreciate that =)

trust me .. you re a nicee person that people yet to discover =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESTER BOY !~ today clare.theinesh.stephen.kadir.kh.harry.june & i we went to fish & co @ da glass house to celebrate chester's 18th birthday .. hahas he stood on the chair taking a fire sparkler and while standing on da chair he had to blow off the candles on da cake which is on the table .. i took pics of him having cream on his face and da boys with stupid poses hahas .. hope you enjoyed your dinner with us =)

i know i am veri random but i got da urge to play basketball i dunno why am i feeling this way .. thinking back da days when huiyi.peixin.wency & i we will always meet up almost everyday to play bb at henderson bb court .. awww those were da days i miss it so much ..

when you take a step forward i will take two steps backwards cos i dun want it to happen da way it shouldnt be at all ..

today is a boring boring boring day and yeshs i mean boring !~ .. okies but during noon aliff asked me out fer lunch at clementi central i ate chicken rice yummy and then we head towards mac .. that aliff manage to finish one cup of lime juice one strawberry sundae PLUS 9 pieces of chicken mcnuggets and he ate nasi bryani before that .. he tried to tempt me to eat da nuggets BUT i didnt got tempted hahas .. and we even played scissors paper stone .. if i lose i have to eat 3 of the nuggets but too bad he lost to me whahahahas !~ he really sucks at this game =P ..
P.S. next time please reply my msg faster i dun like to wait =)

okies i just did something stupid while chatting with kh gosh i thought tmr is monday and guess whats i even packed da bag that i am gonna use to bring to school hahahas okies .. how dumb and blur can i be arrrgghhh ..

arrgghh my skin is peeling .. its not da right time to peel so sians can .. i wanted to wear a tube dress this thursday cos its my precious babe - hui yi's birthday and we re going out to eat .. arggghh i doubt i can wear that now =( so sad .. its okies maybe fated not to be prettier than da birthday girl whahahahahas =X .. after her birthday soon will be june and pei xin birthday gosh so many birthdays coming up .. poor ren qi and i ours re during november hahas .. but well i think there is a lot to catch up this thursday .. though hui yi and i haven seen each other like damn long but everytime i meet up with her i will have a lot to blabber to her hahahas .. okies this thursday hopefully pei xin will come along then it will be da 5 lesbians outing whahahas =X

lets talk about yesterday .. hmm i went to catch a movie with kh wanted to ask aishah along but she playing badminton with her frens but its okies hahas .. da movie isnt exactly damn nicee cos some parts in da middle of da show was a little boring but overall its okies .. i nearly cried at da ending cos its so touching =( BUT i held back my tears hahas cos kh beside me later he laugh at me whahahas =P .. i cant imagine if there is a day i become so fat like her will i ever consider liposuction in order to have da self confidence .. okies i shall not eat too much if not that day will really come hahas .. and yeaps we ate at swensens da food is not that up to da standard .. kh ate da salmon baked rice and yeshs its damn salty ! he ate it so cool-ly hahas until the end when left one more spoonful of rice he told me actually its damn salty he dun want to eat already hahahas i wanted to laugh but i ''ren'' =P .. i ate da cheessy chicken okies its not that bad but certain parts of da chicken quite bitter yucks which spoilt my appetite so i didnt finish it =)

i came across this today so i decided to put on my blog hahas ..

"One day Love met Friendship.Love asked,
Why do you exist when I already exist?
Friendship replied, To put a smile where you've left tears."

smilesowaes =))

simple words from certain people do makes me happy =)

okies this ''poem'' is written by aliff and he told me to put in it my blog but its not dedicated to me hahas ..

Title: Fly Away
Heart is so cold
never felt this lonely
days re getting old
there's no one to phone me
lately you've never been told
that i miss you only
we've worked so hard to put this together
like a soap on your body i would lather
This is not the only time
that making love was a crime
we're from two different worlds
when we see, we unite
why do i ever have to write this
this is not exactly was suppose to be
i saw you as the light
heat of the night
but why? why it feels so different now
i wish that you were never been found
it's hurting me deeply inside
slowly its killing me by the day
my heart pumps slower than a day ago
it's not physical, more emotional
emotional it is, it can never be compromised
cause what i saw, never come from your eyes
hope you get this straight into your heart
i'm sick, yes i am and i'm glad that i am
i'd do whatever i can, not to be afar
with that, i sincerely hope that you fly away
away from me, as far as you can be
cos i'll be going to, as far as away from you.

hmmm actually dun feel really good now .. i am having headache.sore throat.dry cough and lower backache arrrgghhh =( i dun want to be sick cos da frens around me re all falling sick .. okies today went to kbox with june and fiona i sing till my sore throat got worst but i still enjoyed myself hahas .. hmm today i told fiona smth how god answered my prayers when i prayed for her .. i dunno if she think its fake or so unreal but i think God really does make miracles in my life and miracles in my frens and family life =) ..

okies my skin is peeling its so dry now i look horrible eeeeeks i dun want to look into da mirror but not my face is not as bad as stephen's face wahahahahs ooops =X .. today my stupid right arm hurt again it hurts so much that i cried cos i really BTH .. da pain just come then i have to put down whatever i am holding cos i dun seems to have da strength to hold arrggghh hope it recovers soon =(

smilesowaes =))