damn stupid baby bought his N76 already argghh !!!~~~ not fair .. i am suppose to get it earlier than him but who knows his father is so ''on'' .. when mr tan keen hong say his hp is gonna spoil .. the father say okies lets go down and buy later .. argghhh .. and he hao lian to me hahahahas slap you !

my birthday is coming soon in 4 days time yipppeee ! ppl who dunno whats to buy fer me .. here is a list of things i want to make things easier fer my frens wahahahahahahas ..

1) mp3 (the samsung red color one)
2) perfume (sweet-scented one will be better)
3) medical dictionary a real good one with pics and closer to singapore context
5) skinny denim jeans
6) bags
7) i want a comfy heels

i hate to be misunderstood ! arggghhh .. i was happily shopping in vivo today then someone called to spoilt my whole damn mood ..
she asked if my mum is at home ..
i told her i am not sure cos i left the house very early but when i left she wasn't at home ..
then she ask do i know where she goes ..
i said when i wake up she is already not at home ..
then she ask do u know where is she working now ..
i say ya i know .. at bukit timah plaza now ..
she ask me you dont know what time she goes to work or the days that she work? .. she said i didnt care about my mum ..
i replied cos mum didnt tell me .. i got to know it thru my sister that she change her job
she said i didnt care about my mum and i am still throwing my temper at my mum
i said i didnt .. i am still talking to her .. but i admit my r/s with her not as close as before though
she said i am the older daughter i should be more mature and not throwing my temper at her and care more about her after thta she hang up the phone

i was tearing and my heart hurts .. because i care for my mum but i am not those who express it out .. i do see her working hard to support my sister and i .. yeshs i admit i am always home late .. nowadays i don't communicate much to her cos i don't know what to talk to her about after that incident that she misunderstood me and we got into a terrible verbal argument .. i miss those times when i get home she will casually ask me how is work .. it really feels good cos this shows she cares about me .. but now she never mention about it .. maybe to her i treat my friends more important than my family while my sister is the good one that does the house chores for her and stay at home most of the time ..
i don't know what to do .. but i am tired of explaining cos the more i explain the worst and more complicated things get .. when these happens i will be further misunderstood ..