holding on to love*

Sunday, September 30, 2007

went to vivo on sunday to buy my [M]phosis top and bought a b** wahahhahas .. went to watch Chuck & Larry .. its damn hilarious we kept laughing throughout the movie and there is this filippino beside us with an and moh laugh super loud and her voice is very sharp .. hees baby didnt notice that i was looking at him when he laugh .. super cute and also super ''qian bian'' face wahhahahas XD

we went toysrus and took some photos enjoy it (: (P.S. i know he is gonna kill me for posting the photos in my blog XP)

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/30/2007 09:50:00 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007

we re sitting above the expressway (:

stop trying to squeeze your face into my photo =P

he was laughing at me for acting cute XD

a super unglam photo of us !

yum yum i like to eat his finger .. it's a nice delicacy (:

from him to her (:

happy one month anni ! (: .. still a long way to go but we shall hold on to each other, side by side we walk down the road that we re gonna face ahead ~ .. those quarrels doesn't weaken our relationship but instead it strengthen our relationship, it allows us to understand each other better so we can improve in areas that is affecting both of us =) .. thankiew for the portfolio that you did for me .. iloveyou !

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/24/2007 08:30:00 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007

supper with darlings - yiting.ashraf.saab.taufiq.clare.ghaz.maesh.inah & boyfriend @ mr teh tarik =)
15/9 is <3.

in the cab on our way to my house @ 2 am hahahas !

photos taken @ esplanade =)

dinner @ bugis junction in seafood harvest on friday 14/9

this kinda of spactic expression makes me wants to slap him hahahahas !

he is not in singapore ! argghh .. he is right now in pahang enjoying himself while i am missing him like crazy in sg .. hopefully he do miss me too whahahahas =X ..

things to do when you re back in sg:

1) go wild wild wet alright ? never been there before hahas

2) go science centre. i saw esmond's blog it seems fun =P

3) go to church every sunday with me =)

4) oh yeahs .. start saving money together cos remember we re going to tour around malaysia with saab.hanisah.inah.maesh.ashraf.yi ting.taufiq and of cos ME whahahahas ! if possible go taiwan or bangkok next year !!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))))))

missing you lots my love (:

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/17/2007 07:00:00 PM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

hmmm right now i am having my attachment in OT .. okies it sucks .. really .. before i entered there i already didn't like it .. but when i go there i think its a little boring .. especially major cases when i am not familiar with the instruments and all of them look so alien to me .. then i will stand at a corner like some extra person blocking their way .. arrgghh i hate it ! .. and some of the staff nurses super attitude problem ewwwwww ! .. i prefer working in the ward or ED at least you get to do more hands on and you will feel that you are more useful there .. i scrubbed up once yesterday .. its a case of left breast excision to remove lumps .. luckily there are very few instruments i manage to scrape throught it hahahahas .. whatever the surgeons want i will just pass it to her .. though my passing techniques isn't that good but my SSN was beside me to guide me on how to pass the instrument lukily she is a nice staff nurse .. i am like so super scared that my PRCP or when i start working they will post me to OT .. i am so gonna die there .. really .. i really really pray hard they won't .. cos as i heard many staff nurses who didnt put OT as any of their choices got into OT instead of the wards they chose .. *PRAYING HARD*

met up with aliff, ting and clement at holland today .. yeahs its so fun being with them again .. its like going back to my poly days .. we can talk anything and joke with each other .. i admit that i do regret not signing bond with TTSH cos 3 of them are there and i am like alone in SGH though there is kelvin and saab hahahas .. but after all i still prefer SGH .. okies we are gonna meet up on friday again for supper =) .. for the meanwhile i will miss them ! (:

he just finish gym-ing hahas .. guess he wants to build up some muscles so that he can carry me wahahahahas ! .. missing you baby =)

random thoughts.

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/11/2007 08:30:00 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007

on friday night we went to chinese garden to see lanterns ! okies i know veri sua ku but its my first time going there hahahahas =X .. the theme for this year is under the sea if i am not wrong .. and we went to the turtle museum .. i will upload photos to show you =)

OH YEAHS we went to the ZOO !!!! .. hahahahas its so fun fun fun .. i saw many many animals like the baby pgymy hippo its so damn cute ! .. baby baboon and the boss of the baboons hahahahas .. i saw one female with super swollen ass which means she is ready to mate =P .. and we ride on the elephant its also my first time ! .. we bought the photo and it cost 22 bucks .. expensive hors but only once in a lifetime thing hahas .. i will also upload pics =)

today we went to watched rouge assassin .. yeahs its a nice movie worth watching it =) .. if u like action movies with those stunts that makes you go WAHS .. you will like it =) ..

8 more days baby will not be in singapore =(

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/09/2007 11:23:00 PM

Sunday, September 2, 2007

okies my blog is collecting cobwebs soon so i decided to update hahas .. yeaps last week from 22nd til 26th august i was away from singapore to tioman in malaysia .. its super fun i enjoyed it totally .. but someone made it even more meaningful .. thats him =) .. on the 1st day we arrived quite late so we just slack at our chalet and ate dinner at one of the restaurants there and yeshs its yummy ! its isnt too expensive too and its worth the money .. the fresh pineapple juice there is refreshing =)

on the 2nd daywe went snorkelling and feed the fishes .. its like you can really touch them and their skin re so slimy .. and saw this steel fish with a long pointed thing on the head sawm past me and i freak out cos that thing on the head is so long and sharp .. but it doesnt bite hahas .. we went to two places to snorkel and its really tiring when we decided not to use the lifejacket hahas we sholdnt have taken off the life jacket stupid us well well its a first time experience and i dun mind snorkelling again cos not only do you see beautiful fishes with multiple colors but also coral reefs and we saw one huge jellyfish and a small purple jellyfish .. i was in awe like sua ku wahahahahas =X

on the 3nd day, we climbed up this big big big big rock and he took photos of me from below .. its quite high up around 2 storeys high .. but from there you can see the view of paya beach resort and the sea .. its magnificent BUT scary cos i dunno how to climb down and there is big monitor lizards there hahas ..

in the evening we decided to slack at the beach .. we went sun tanning and we were waiting for sunset .. while waiting for sunset we took many many photos .. and guess what the water there is so shallow and its crystal clear .. you can walk very far away from the shore in the water without drowning wahahahas .. but there many rocks .. we tried to walk since so many people re doing it .. BUT the rocks re like hurting our feet so we decided not to go further wahahahas .. and when sunset comes .. its veri beautiful i took many photos of it hahas =) .. in the night we went back to the same restaurant and ordered crab, stingray, claypot tofu with mushroom then we drank alcoholic drinks .. i drank 'sex on the beach' and he drank 'cosmopolitan' .. yeahs his drink is super horrible .. taste like medicine though the name sounds nice whahahahas ..

on the 4th day its time to go back to singapore .. yeaps i really miss that place .. cos its very peaceful and the people there are very friendly .. the ramly burger there is delicious !!!!! .. and you must taste their ice ball and ice kachang .. they add milo powder on the ice kachang and it taste really good =)

and on the 24th august its a day that i will never forget .. a day that is special and is kept close to my heart .. thankiew for enetring into my life .. ilovesyou =)))))))))

i have uploaded some photos =)

i have to be strong at least ~~in front of you ..~~.
9/02/2007 10:17:00 PM