okies first let me wished saab a happy belated 27 birthday ! okies its not 17 its 27 wahahahahahas so old OMG hahahas .. today saab.hanisah.fique.ashraf.ting.maesh.kh and i we celebrated saab birthday hees @ lau pat sat hahahahas okies my 1st time celebrating a fren's birthday there cos its usually at some restaurant or esplanade hahas BUT its was fun hahahas .. we ordered sambal stingray.sotong.cereal prawns.lala.gong gong (i know da name is weird).kang kong and satay yummy ! .. i eat till i nearly explode .. then hanisah gave saab a surprise by baking cheese cake for him its veri nicee .. i think i can never ever baked one hahas =X .. oh yeahs we took lotsa of pics hahas as usual then we walked to esplanade sat down and chat =)

before ting.ashraf.kh and i head down to lau pat sat .. we were @ peninsula shopping centre and YES its where nic's mummy shop is .. i took a peek from far and he turn his head to my direction but i dun think he saw me .. well my heart pounded super fast .. now i understand how ting feel hahas .. then kh walked up to da shop outside pretending to see watches cos he wants to see how he looks like .. he saw nic playing PSP hahas okies no comments .. well i dunno why i just felt my heart sank to da bottom pit ARGGGGHHHHH ! i hate this kinda of feeling damn it .. throughout da day his image keep flashing thru' my mind damn it .. maybe cos for too long i didnt see him .. its like since 30th march yeaps if i am not wrong .. okies enuff litang its enuff !

whatever it is .. i will not go back

feeling: ARRGGGGHHHHH !~ =(