hmmm right now i am having my attachment in OT .. okies it sucks .. really .. before i entered there i already didn't like it .. but when i go there i think its a little boring .. especially major cases when i am not familiar with the instruments and all of them look so alien to me .. then i will stand at a corner like some extra person blocking their way .. arrgghh i hate it ! .. and some of the staff nurses super attitude problem ewwwwww ! .. i prefer working in the ward or ED at least you get to do more hands on and you will feel that you are more useful there .. i scrubbed up once yesterday .. its a case of left breast excision to remove lumps .. luckily there are very few instruments i manage to scrape throught it hahahahas .. whatever the surgeons want i will just pass it to her .. though my passing techniques isn't that good but my SSN was beside me to guide me on how to pass the instrument lukily she is a nice staff nurse .. i am like so super scared that my PRCP or when i start working they will post me to OT .. i am so gonna die there .. really .. i really really pray hard they won't .. cos as i heard many staff nurses who didnt put OT as any of their choices got into OT instead of the wards they chose .. *PRAYING HARD*

met up with aliff, ting and clement at holland today .. yeahs its so fun being with them again .. its like going back to my poly days .. we can talk anything and joke with each other .. i admit that i do regret not signing bond with TTSH cos 3 of them are there and i am like alone in SGH though there is kelvin and saab hahahas .. but after all i still prefer SGH .. okies we are gonna meet up on friday again for supper =) .. for the meanwhile i will miss them ! (:

he just finish gym-ing hahas .. guess he wants to build up some muscles so that he can carry me wahahahahas ! .. missing you baby =)

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