Monday, April 21, 2008
yeaps .. we are officially over .. i promise myself i will be strong at least in front of him .. tears still keep flowing unknowingly after so long but i promise i will never again cry in front of him ..
i don't know how is life gonna be .. i have to adapt single life all over again .. i have to go thru' emotions turmoil all over again .. i have to go thru' shitty days all over again .. yeaps i feel i have dropped to the bottom pit unable to climb out from it, i feel like shutting myself from the rest of the world, i wish that when i wake up tmr all was just a nigthmare that never happened but i know i will be decieving myself cos' in reality it did happen, i know i can't run from it forever .. but right now i just want to keep running from everything till i get tired i will stop ..
yeaps no more you .. that how life gonna be ..
i dunno how am i gonna lead a life without mr tan in life, he plays an important role in every tiny bits of my everyday .. can someone just shoot right thru my brain so that i can forget everything?
now all i wish is there will be a turn back for both of us but i know it's difficult ..
i need you back badly, can you see it, can you hear it? =(
i have to be strong at least in front of you ...
4/21/2008 01:11:00 AM
